Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Just Checking In

Isn't it sad when bloggers get a new blog and forget all about their first one?

Don't worry.  One day I'll figure out a way to blend the two blogs, or just import all the content from this one onto a new one and start afresh.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

When it rains, dude

My air conditioner is on the fritz.

I'm getting worn out by the weight of being so searingly angry and wounded.

Soon enough, I can tell, carrying the anger will stop being worth it and I'll put it down.  But the Awkward is going to endure for a good long while, that's already in evidence.  Pretending to Be Okay in front of everyone is really, really tiring, and there will be times when I just can't manage it, until I actually am okay again.

But seriously?  The air conditioner?  I almost hit it with a brick.  I'm hanging on by a very thin thread over here!