Tuesday, May 4, 2010

When it rains, dude

My air conditioner is on the fritz.

I'm getting worn out by the weight of being so searingly angry and wounded.

Soon enough, I can tell, carrying the anger will stop being worth it and I'll put it down.  But the Awkward is going to endure for a good long while, that's already in evidence.  Pretending to Be Okay in front of everyone is really, really tiring, and there will be times when I just can't manage it, until I actually am okay again.

But seriously?  The air conditioner?  I almost hit it with a brick.  I'm hanging on by a very thin thread over here!

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